Saturday, April 29, 2006

Ideological Fanaticism in International Affairs

A young couple are in love except they live in different places.

At least - they had been in love.
When they had lived in the same place.

This much is certain.
There is no other explanation.
This is the only one that makes sense.

But - were they still in love?

How could they know?

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Summer Notes on Winter Impressions

yellow teacup and floral bedspread in afternoon sun back on the east coast with buttons like my mother's waiting for my appointment and the video thinking back to that november day lost on my way to dostoevsky's house not that he'd be there of course already saw pushkin's death mask and bought tickets at the opera house window thought i'd follow the map turn right off the nevsky down wet grey pavements clattered rust red trams on buckled tracks and those neon coffee house signs reflected by the last metro station where i took off my glove to light a cigarette the cheap cigarettes the men smoke on night trains in china before spitting from a blue box of cigarettes one turned upside down last night by the boy in the bar 'for luck' he said pass two kids with bright bobble hats just like she used to knit for me they were in a dusty doorway and the highway roaring towers of cyrillic clouds and mud on the decreasing curb side and dogs there were always dogs coming tails curling to me at moments like this primal fear in my throat and think of that dark mustard smelling house with the rotten toothed children playing with scarlet by the bars on the stair case and there was a woman thin lipped stumbling across the street by the factory chimney held my arm and fell to the ground into the gutter wrenched her up and she pursed her mouth toward mine thrust a soiled handkerchief into my fingers purple flower embroidered in the corner and i just ran ran across a wooden bridge where green headed ducks swam below me in purple oil pools had dreamt drunk of ducks just the night before on my too small bed sheets under water 'up tails all' pecking at my face as water had crashed through the windshield men behind now a bottle in each clenched fist and before me beggars with polystyrene cups for kopeks and tourists with intrusive lenses in the graveyard i remember my father was here back in 89 he showed me red carnations broken glass and a photograph of old friends but i don't remember the story maybe there wasn't one just wanted us to share something for once or maybe i just didn't hear put him on loudspeaker while i did the washing up and stared out at the garden

Friday, April 14, 2006

Our Beloved Leader

Though I have no particular sympathy for the man, on the level of pure aesthetic irony - how wonderful would it be for Gordon Brown (and indeed for all of us) if his first act as the new Prime Minister was to send to Tony Blair to jail?

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Government cracks down on sleaze


Thursday April 13th 3.45pm: Police investigating claims that honours have been 'sold' by political parties arrest a Mr. S. Capegoat, a former government adviser.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

We have no right to despise the present

If I was who I said I was, and you were who you said you were, and this was what we were, and this was all were, then what would be?

Nick Barham, author of Disconnected: Why Our Kids Are Turning Their Back On Everything We Thought We Knew, says: 'Online communities are all about sociability. It's just a different kind of sociability. You decide how the world will see you - your best-looking, or stupidest, photo. Your favourite phrases, not your embarrassing silences.'

My decisions: my mystifcations.
My favorite phrases: my mechanical repetitions.
The world: an object.
Me: the master of this object.

Eveything that Heidegger said about technology is here. How it delivers planetary death by stopping the world for turning: everything is already transparent. Everything is already known. So that there is nothing anymore for us to do.

A blissful deliverance. Desire disappears entirely. Or at least becomes divorced from me: do to me what you will, I don't mind at all. I won't even notice: I already know myself. My tastes. My fate. At some certain point in time, I decided this. And now it stands. For all time: ever unchanging. In the face of a future that is as certain as the past was.

So that dialectics in accordance finds themselves at a standstill. Myspace - whose space? The one made out of copper wires? We don't have friends anymore, now we have friendsters. Little machines with certain purposes. Sometimes they break down - this much is true. But there are always more where that one came from.

I want someone to sell me a camera, I place an advert.
I want someone to help me move house, I place an advert.
I want someone to fuck me in the ass, I place an advert.
I want someone sensitive and caring, to hold me at night, who likes to listen to La Monte Young, I place an advert.

But:

Hey, are you the tall red-head who was on the Northern Line-southbound today? It was around 5.30pm, you stood for a while then got to sit down, you were wearing a red sweater, blue denim mini and black tights... hair tied back....
I was standing next to you, then seated a couple of seats away and think you're gorgeous. We made eye-contact but I didn't have the nerve to follow you when you got off at Balham... if you feel like giving me a second chance, get in touch....
I was wearing jeans, a black zip top and a brown pinstripe jacket.
Would really like to take you out and gaze into those beautiful eyes...



We have no right to despise the present.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

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Something has gone wrong. Not even wrong – it doesn’t matter. Only that it happened, that it started at a point and finished, and has happened and is happening right now. And who is to say that it can be dismissed? This situation, this event – I know I have no right to say that it is true. But who can tell me otherwise? Who has the right to speak? How can even be one? When I am already many. And I am already over. They are speaking. They are saying that this not what this should be. But I know that they do not have to right to say this. I know that they do not have the right to hate this present – this one, now. It is fact, and stands as such. Now revealing, now concealing – a series or else simply an encounter – with what exactly it cannot at first step, or at least first remove, be said. Only that, all of a sudden, in an instant, or a flash. A freeze. Do you realize how strange we must look to the Chinese?

And I remember, I was writing. I was writing - I was writing something about trauma. About trauma, and storylines, and what happens when they shatter. And then, all of a sudden, I felt out of love with what I was writing and I stopped understanding what it was that I was doing altogether. I didn't even know what I was writing anymore. I didn't even know why I was writing. Just writing - I stared at it and it stared back at me, and then I started to feel sick, real sick, and I don't know why I felt that either. Something about trauma. About storylines and trauma. And I would not like to pretend. I would not like to pretend. But I was sure I had the answer. I was sure, completely sure. And then, all of sudden, in an instant, it slipped through my fingers. Is this making sense? Is this making any sense?

I wonder who I would have been if I had lived a hundred years ago. The same, or different - always different, I suppose, but then, I am different now, and just as much, and so who can say? That the shock of it would play some part? I have no doubt.

They say that Louis Althusser, as long as he lived, always thought that they were just about to find him out. Were just about to find him out, find him out for a fraud, or something. I don't know. But sometimes I wonder. If I could stop thinking and just let the letters do the talking. Not even talk in words. Would something happen? Just let the letters do the talking?

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Friday, April 07, 2006

A Telephone Conversation (The Last Time I Ever Speak To You Until The Next Time)

"Hello?"
"I had a dream about you last night."
"Really?"

Line goes dead.

A Crying Shame

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> > working at dazed nowxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
> > xxxxxxxx
> > xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx shame for no one...xxxxxxcxxxxx
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> > they sold out.
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> > xxxxxx

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Morality at the Movies (Part One)

Recently, I came across in my possessions a small book entitled "Monsters from the Id" by a man named E. Michael Jones. How, and why, I had come to own this book, I have no idea - I have no recollection of buying it, and indeed, there is no way I would have ever bought it, as this book was amongst the most tendentious and ridiculous texts that I had ever had the misfortune to come across. Apparently attempting to undertake a Christian analysis of horror films, amongst the more curious aspects of the construction of this text was the fact that despite having entitled itself in the language of Freud, the text itself contained no references whatsoever to his work.

A shame that this book was so bad, as the central thesis which it proposed to advance - namely that, when morality is repressed, it returns in the form of a monster, is actually a cogent one, insofar as we are talking about the Kantian morality of the categorical imperative, rather than, as Jones did, morality defined strictly in terms of a monogamous marriage between a man and woman.

Two examples serve to highlight this. First, Charles Laughton's 1955 masterpiece The Night of the Hunter. A film deemed too dark by audiences on its release, in fact this movie is an disarmingly simple morality tell, and far more genuinely Christian one at that then the ridiculous infantile psycho-religions adhered to by people like Jones.

Taking for its setting depression-era deep south America, the plot is as follows: an itinerant preacher played by Robert Mitchum, with "love" and "hate" tattooed across his knuckles, is arrested after stealing a car. Sentenced to thirty days in jail, he is placed in a cell with bankrobber and murderer Ben Harper, who is awaiting his execution. Harper, we are given to understand, committed his crime so as to feed his children, and it is to them that he has entrusted the money that he stole. Smelling easy money, upon his release Mitchum tracks them and their mother down. Marrying her, he then attempts to force a confession from the kids as to where the cash is hidden. They refuse, he kills her, they escape, and drift down the Missippi river into the arms of Rachel Cooper, a stern but benevolent pious woman, who has made it her duty to take in children and care for them. Mitchum gives chase, eventually finds them, is repelled, and thereupon dragged back downstream to be executed.

In this, several things.

First, the lesson that the sins of the father are visited on the son. Harper committed his crime according to the maxim that the end would justify the means. From this action, his wife is murdered and his children almost murdered. Hence, the story which is presented here would appear to suggest that his thinking was erroneous.

Second, the dialectic of good versus evil. At two points in the film, Mitchum performs the action that is apparently his party-piece: the left-hand, right-hand wrestling match. Since he is obviously the "evil" character in the film, we thus accordingly are given with this set-piece a unique insight into how evil views the world - namely as a infinite struggle between two binary opposing quantities.

The first time that Mitchum does this, he carries it off before a gullible audience: "Never have I seen it better told." However, when he does for Cooper, she visibly balks - as she understands it, morality isn't an epic struggle between abstract principles at all. Rather, it is simply a self-evident matter of duty. "I am a strong tree with many branches that have room for many birds," she says at one point, "And I know it too."

And thus she feels no malice towards Mitchum even though he is so obviously diabolical. Rather instead, she just simply stays up all night with a shotgun in order to protect her adopted children from him, and then, when in the morning he makes his last desperate attempt to grab them, watches as her cat attacks him, and then phones the police while he hides pathetically in her barn.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

We need new money

An interesting piece by k-punk on France, and a return of the eternal question: what positive political economic model is the left now capable of putting forwards?

K-punk claims the following: "The problem is...[that]...the power of Capitalist Realism...make [s] any alternative political economic model literally unthinkable." As such, he thus suggests, our best hope - at least for nows - lies in the adoption of a program of rhetorical subversion. "If we are to think beyond capitalist realism," he writes, "and we can because we must - a starting point would be to hijack neo-liberal rhetoric."

No doubt, there is something to this strategy, and yet ultimately it seems to me to be insufficient. Ultimately, it is not mobile enough, and too dependent on that discourse which it is aligned against. To be clear: in my view, two further steps are needed also.

First: we need new values. By this, I do not mean that we all have to get together and decide upon a new constitution. Rather, what I mean instead is that we need values oriented towards the new, towards the emergence of the new. Values which are such that are able to recognize and affirm the new, as opposed to denegate and resist it, when it seizes us from the outside. As k-punk recognizes when he draws attention in his post to the Deleuzian trope of anti-production, and as the recent Long Sunday discussion on Mario Tronti demonstrated, all attempts towards the creation of such values necessarily begin with a refusal. A refusal of the dominant and existing values. And radically, of course, this point is the one first made by Nietzsche when he wrote in the Genealogy of Morals of the slave revolt in morals.

Second: we need new money. In Capital, Marx analysed money and discovered that all that it really radically amounted to was a value-form. In the Philosophy of Money, George Simmel further claims that money is the only thing that he would be universally willing to exchange with anyone, no matter who they were. And thus, the following might be said to be true: we need new values, we need value such that they can be contained in the form of money, a form analogous to the form of money, such that we would be willing ultimately to either recieve them or else pass them on to anyone, and anyone would accept them.